Passion. Lust. "I have to have you right now".
That is what Im craving... even if its dangerous, even if its not smart. I want it. I crave it.
Attraction and Sex
This may be terrible...But is it so terrible? To want that feeling?
Its been a long time since I have had that "I have to have you right now" feeling.
Dont get me wrong, I of course want this to be mutual.
Where is this guy? Who is this guy? I dont know. But Im ready for him.
Not to depend on, not to need, but to want, to desire. Not someone who consumes my time, or my life. But an extra part that I add. That I fit in.
Not someone who I fall in love with, just someone who I get excited to see.
Not someone who just has me along with other women. Someone who feels this way about me as I do him.
Ha!! This is a dream right?
Well I guess I better get to sleep
K
ps...I hope this dream comes true ;)
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