Fishing

There are other fish in the sea
This has become very obvious to me
Its not hard finding someone new
Its the process of letting go of you
You put me through hell
Why cant I just leave and wish you well?
Others are promising to treat me right
We have fun, laugh, and never fight
But your constantly there in the back of my mind.
You somehow still have me on this fishing line
Everything wrong with him is right with you.
Everything wrong with you is right with him.
My head says him but my heart says you.
Who listens to their heart anyway?
All that follows is heartbreak.

Messy

What do you do
How do you act
Who do you see
When it isn't me?
Ive never been so messed up
Why do I care?
I dont trust a thing you say
I hate thinking about you everyday
I need to break this habbit
But all I want to do is stay
Ive spent so much time loving you
But right now...at this moment
Fuck you