I am realizing that enough time has passed, so its easier to not think about you. Thats a good thing for me I know. But I cant help but think that maybe your getting to that place too. And that kills me. I konw its selfish that I dont want you to move on. But its always nice to imagine that someone out there wants you.
But you dont anymore...and subcontiously I can feel it.
And I hate it.
When I think about you my heart aches. But not because I want you. But because I want someone that is no longer here.
I wonder if you think about me? Do you miss me?
Im still here...your not.
That is the hardest part.
Im really starting to feel myself let go of you.
Are you letting go to?
Its scary, I dont want to let us go. I have to
Is it evil?
Am I really this way?
I dont want to miss you, I want you to miss me
I dont want to be with you, I want you to want me
I dont want to try, I want you to try
I want to move on, I dont want you to move on
I dont want to love you, I want you to love me
Im letting go
Dont let go
